well, seems like i'm here for a year already and did nothing... the lack of result is also result. that was worriing me for some time that is why I began drawing classes. the other reason is that I wanted to go to the artschool since I was little. and now I can fulfill my childhood dream. I like the classes and the feelling when time stops even if am only drawing cubes, balls and other simple forms. those classes brings me to even draw something out of my own will.
if you can not to draw then don't draw... otherwise you're an artist.
well... I only feel myself too good when i'm drawing, but that alone doesn't make me one.
still there is hope